Accidental Death and Dismemberment

 

A fixture now in my garage's gape

 

grateful for my coffee mug hand.

 

Old sawdust and powdery snow blow

 

through the ghost of my hammering hand

 

and cling to my coat. The naked branches

 

have never undulated more slowly

 

against the February sky as they do now.

 

Each branch in focus and

 

the clouds like sturgeon drift.

 

Their bellies scrape the rooftops and the sun,

 

subdued by gray cataracts, sits trapped

 

in the leafless trees.

 

The snow that sparkled last night

 

suffocates beneath a glaze of ice.

 

the crows on the telephone wire stare.

 

Their stare more purposeful than mine,

 

more productive. They're within reach.

 

the cold wind lifts each feather.

 

The cold wind is my prosthesis.

 

they've never been so abundant or so

 

interested in my routine.

 

What's there to see?

 

I was just an average carpenter

 

working out of my garage and a below average

 

businessman in a town full of go-getters.

 

A blue jay scrap is squelched by the echo of

 

rapid fire hammering exploding from

 

the new house going up two blocks down.

 

The dogs home alone yap no matter what.

 

I was never at my best when the day was raw.

 

I hated cold wood and cold nails. I liked a

 

warm hammer and a warm saw.

 

Brown leaves skate in circles on the glazed

 

snow. The mailman's about three blocks away.

 

The housewives at coffee won't miss my sloppy

 

hammering, my radio and my Black and Decker

 

saw's screech. They may think something's

 

amiss, though, like not hearing the cawing

 

of the crows breaking the welcome silence

 

after the garbage men have made their

 

stops and moved on to the next block.

 

Copyright ã 2005 Francis Santaquilani

Chattanooga, TN

 seno@chattanooga.net